Health, Personal Stories, Personal Thoughts, Writings

What is Normal Anyway? (High Functioning Mental Illness)

I'm smart. I read well. I can do math at a high level. I'm talented in multiple fields of art, music, and communication. I understand conceptual problems with relative ease and enjoy good philosophical exercises. However, paperwork, emails, and essays give me anxiety. Missed text messages and interpersonal conflict can keep my mind tied up… Continue reading What is Normal Anyway? (High Functioning Mental Illness)

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God, Health, Life, Personal Stories, Reflections, Writings

My Diagnosis: Inattentive Type (Cocoon)

When people talk about ADHD, they think about the kid that can't sit still in class. They think about the boys that get into trouble all the time. Or the girl that can't stop talking a mile a minute. Well, Tuesday it was confirmed that I do have ADHD Inattentive type and the best thing… Continue reading My Diagnosis: Inattentive Type (Cocoon)

Health, Inspiration, Personal Stories, Writings

A Continuation of my Mental Health Story

I've written multiple times about my struggles with Mental Health. I've talked about Depression multiple times over, Anxiety, ADHD, Medication, and Social Media Addiction. I'm going into another phase of the process. Getting essential help. A few months ago I completely broke down. Mentally I couldn't take it anymore and collapsed under the pressure. I couldn't finishing… Continue reading A Continuation of my Mental Health Story

Health, Personal Stories, Writings

Medication Hesitation

When dealing with mental health, it's difficult on navigating what is right and what is wrong to do. Is the issue something situational? Is the issue chemical? Is it something that can be modified by behavior? Do you have to use a combination of all of them? Yes. The answer is yes. Around a month… Continue reading Medication Hesitation

God, Life, Personal Thoughts, Reflections, Writings

Friend to Yourself

As a moment of clarity, I'm mentally struggling right now. I've hit a wall all semester about self-worth, anxiety, motivation, depression, self-care, writer's block, fear, and everything else. I'm blessed beyond belief to be at an amazing school like Chapel Hill in amazing programs, but I can't help but feel lost, unprepared, and weak. Part of… Continue reading Friend to Yourself

Family, God, Inspiration, Letters, Writings

How Prayer Saved My Grandmother & Me

I've talked before about my grandmother and the way she molded my life for the better. She had a cameo as my angel in my Letter to Black Women and frankly, I can talk about her until I'm blue in the face. But, the story I want to share today is how a simple prayer changed my… Continue reading How Prayer Saved My Grandmother & Me

Inspiration, Life, Love, Reflections, Writings

Dating with Depression

I've talked about father-child relationships, romantic relationships, relationships with pets, and even art/music interacting with itself. The central element to all of these relationships has a level of intention and purpose. Today, I wanted to talk about one of the hardest relationships, internal conflict and how that affects others. Today's post was inspired by a… Continue reading Dating with Depression

Inspiration, Writings

Crowded in Lonely Room: My Battle against Anxiety

If you haven't picked up a theme for this year; I have talked my ADHD, personal doubts, creativity blocks, nontraditional addictions, bloodline curses, and Depression multiple times. The moral of the story is that emotional and mental care matters. I was amazed to find that my posts on my mental peculiarities seem to help my readers the most. Today, I'll speak on my… Continue reading Crowded in Lonely Room: My Battle against Anxiety

God, Inspiration, Reflections, Writings

Why We Struggle

I was down today. After overcoming so many barriers, I was still down on myself. I was down and doubting myself so hard, that God had to tell me himself, it’s okay. I will never shy away from my faith.  My relationship with God has saved my life multiple times but this was different. While… Continue reading Why We Struggle